Summer Nights are Ending
I love the night time. I always have, especially stormy ones. I can sit all curled up in my safe home and listen to it rage. I have always found it soothing. It makes me feel like the storm is just letting it all out. It sounds so cleansing to not have to hold it in. As you can tell, I have never been one to hold things in, unless it can hurt those around me. I find that I am somewhat like the storm, unable to hold it in one more minute. I used to love to go out at night. I never was one to want to stay home. It just seems different, romantic, soothing, and yet exciting all at the same time. However, this fall, I am about to become a morning person. In just a couple of weeks school will begin. I will be finding a job and I will no longer be a nocturnal creature with my husband. I love sleeping in the mornings. Oh well, back to the real world. My incision is still healing wonderfully. It won’t be long until I am running around and wondering what did I ever do with my time. I love the Fall too. It is my favorite time of the year. I love jacket weather and boots. I love football games with my husband and the holidays. It is also the return to classes. I am such a nerd, because I love new notebooks, books, and pens. I love getting ready for that first day of class. I always did as a kid. It was always a time of new beginnings for me. This year I will be entering a new decade. I will be turning thirty years old. I can not wait! A new beginning, a fresh start, and hope in my heart.  Okay that was corny, but that’s the way I feel. I got a few books in the mail today. Two are how I can encourage my husband, and three are about how I can get closer to God, understand how He really feels about me, and how to live my life in a way that pleases Him. I have started reading them, and I feel the scales coming off my eyes. I am trying to focus on the good things in my life. I am also trying to trust God no matter what. It’s a process…but I’m not alone. I’m never alone.
Hi. My name is Laura, and this is my journey through infertility and chronic pain. I hope it will minister to you, or you can use it to minister to someone else.

